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Previous Entry i hate this feeling Jul. 29th, 2005 @ 06:14 pm Next Entry
since sixth grade, one of my biggest struggles has been trusting people... i am starting to wonder if i will ever get over it. i mean, almost all of my closest friends have let me down. (with the exception of ally, my household sisters, my marian crew, and a few select guys) why should these new friends from texas be any different? i am so sick of people hurting me and walking all over me, and i am sick of believing that people care about me just to find out that they really don't. i almost want to stop contact with them, just to keep myself from being hurt by them. i don't want to find out that all the love i thought they had for me wasn't real. i know i can't stop talking to them just because i am scared, but it scares me that i want to because that shows how hurting i am.

i wish garrett knew how badly he hurt me. jerk.

i really need prayers.
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Date:July 30th, 2005 02:29 pm (UTC)
dude, I FEEL YA!! although mine has been, like, my life! i still have a hard time trusting my sisters b/c of the hurt in the past. but just to let you know that i understand and i'm praying for you. *huggles*
Date:July 30th, 2005 08:42 pm (UTC)
Hey! It's Polly the live jounral illiterate, anyway, if this thing lets me say so, I just wanted you to know that I sent a pm to you via the message board, and then realised you might not be checking it. anyway, now you will, right??
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